Freewalking

I started writing a new book in March.

 I also started writing a new book in April.

Yesterday, May(!!!) I started writing a new book.

I wish these three statements weren’t true. I more wish they weren’t true about the same book. But they are. I’ve had twenty false starts on my next novel, tentatively titled The Pretender and due to my writing group mid-June and my publisher end of July. 

You know what that means? It means I’ve written only five thousand words on a book that I need a complete first draft of in six weeks. But yesterday I found something that worked, something that got me a juicy chunk of words that went straight to the heart of what I was trying to write.

It worked so well that I’m a little scared of it.

I’m sharing it with you because I think it might work for you, too (and maybe you’re already doing it).

First, in the interest of transparency, I need to reveal how bad a case of don’t-writis I had with this book, how much mental junk I stacked on top of it. I made The Pretender important for emotional reasons. If you’ve seen my TEDx, you know I strive to write honest fiction. The Pretender is set in St. Cloud, MN, in 1977, when there were up to three serial killers operating in the area. I was a seven-year-old girl in St. Cloud in 1977. The book explores the raw terror of growing up in this timeline but ultimately must be a triumph of spirit, both for 14 yo Heather Cash at its center, and for me, writing it.

Every time I finish these emotionally honest books, I set a piece of Little Jessie free, and I know from the emails and messages that a bunch of you get to come with (we get to play!). That’s the beautiful magic of honest fiction, whether it emerges into the world as comedy, suspense, literary fiction, a cozy, a romance, or any other of the lush forms fiction can take. 

Not only did I tell myself this book has to do emotional heavy lifting, it’s also important for financial reasons. My surprise divorce in January means writing is now my main income. I gave up the safety net of full-time teaching last summer, when I thought I had a life partner. Things happen how they’re supposed to, I really believe that, but the end of my marriage definitely turned up the heat beneath my steamer. The Pretender will be my twenty-first novel, so you’d think I’d have things figured out by now. And I do, when it comes to the mechanics of it. My experience, though, has been that writing is always hard, and my fears grow to fit the space I give them.

So, it’s a Big Book, it has to be a great book so I can pay my bills, there’s a pandemic, I’m still reeling from a divorce, and I just bought and moved to a new home end of March. Those are my reasons for not writing, and I bet you have your own that are just as valid. So when I say I have something that works despite, know that I’m not just blowing smoke. I’m coming to you from the trenches.

Here’s my miracle cure for don’t-writis:

Freewalking. 

Yup, freewalking. It combines freewriting (which I hate; I know it works, still hate it) and walking (love!). You simply dictate as you go. If you’re already doing this, you know how much magic it packs. Something about the physical motion cuts through choices/expectations paralysis. As long as you’re dictating while in motion, it’ll be beneficial, but here’s some tips I’ve found that give me the most bang for my. buck:

1.     Plan a 15-60 minute route (start shorter, work up to longer) that can be automatic. This is the most important step because you need your brain free for creativity. I live near Lake of the Isles in Minneapolis, and walking around the lake takes 45 minutes. Perfection.

2.     Think of a scene for your work in progress (short story, memoir, novel, blog post, etc.). Write down a one-sentence summary of the physical action, purpose, and emotional impact. 

a.     Example:  “Opening scene is girls playing in their garage band (physical action), and the goal of the scene is to introduce characters and make reader feel something for/identify with Heather (story purpose and emotional impact).” If you don’t have all three pieces, don’t worry. If you don’t know if the scene will end up in the book, don’t worry. Write down what you do have right now on a piece of paper and tuck it in your pocket.

3.     Grab your phone. Find the Notes function. Test the audio. 

a.     If you have an iPhone like me, you’ll find that the Notes function will time out while you’re dictating, so hold it close to your mouth while talking and check the screen periodically to make sure it’s recording. This method is a little clunky but works, and has the advantage of being free if you have a smartphone. If you want to upgrade, I just bought this and downloaded Office to my phone (free, because I already have it on my computer). Dictating into Word with this Bluetooth mic means it doesn’t cut out and has better word recognition.

b.     The only formatting you need to know is saying “new paragraph” every time you need a paragraph break. The rest you can fix later.

4.     Start walking and talking, thinking of that scene tucked in your pocket, feeling what your characters are feeling and speaking whatever pops into your head. You’ll spout some nonsense. You’ll also say something brilliant that your dictation software will mangle (still trying to translate “touch the uterus to sunshine truth bass”). You’ll also be writing (with your mouth). I know from past experience that I end up with about 2000 usable words at the end of a 45-minute walk, a fact which I find truly insane. 

You don’t have to believe me. You just have to try it. Worst case? You got some exercise. 

Big love to you!

Jessie

p.s. If you’re currently between projects, or aren’t 100% sure of what you want to be writing, freewalking also works like a Magic 8 Ball. Write your question on the slip of paper (“what should I be writing?” “what’s keeping me from writing my memoir?” “should my next book be a western or women’s fiction?” etc.), tuck the paper in your pocket, and start walking and talking. Make sure your route is automatic so you don’t have to worry about where you’re going or how you’ll get home, and the rest takes care of it itself. I promise. 

p.s.s. People you pass will think you’re having a phone conversation. A weird one, for sure, but that’s your business. If it’s helpful, envision me walking alongside you, having my own weird conversation with my phone and giving you the world’s biggest thumbs up. 

p.s.s.s. I spotted the embroidered sign that is the image for this post on my Lake of the Isles walk yesterday. That, and the 2500 words I produced, have greased my wheels, and I can finally, finally see this book.

p.s.s.s.s. You know what else works great for writing? Community and accountability. There are three spots left (total) in the August 2021 luxury women’s writing retreat in St. Paul and three early bird spots left in the February 2022 women’s writing retreat in Costa Rica.